~So far this cycle has been an absolute mixed bag of emotions. I am happy we are able to try again. I am PISSED it didn’t work last cycle. I am sad that my body failed me. Again. I am annoyed at all the pretentious fucks who think they know the answer to my problems. I am ecstatic that I am not worried about a miscarriage, as horrible as that sounds. I am bloated and gained weight and angry about that too.
~I started injections again Saturday and opted to start out with blood work only to judge where we were at with follicles. So I have been injecting myself with 75 IU fol each night with my same routine as last time. I had the option to do Follistim, Bravelle or Menopur and go through the pharmacy by us or an online pharmacy. After two hours of email and calling we found it was cheapest and easiest to use the sepecialty pharmacy by us and use Fol. The needle for the Fol is mush thinner and therefore much easier to inject with. Today was my first E2 check and as soon as it hit 100 we would begin scans. Well today was at 75…So in essence…it may have saved me one freaking scan. Oh well. My scan is on Friday morning and I am at 75 IU until then. I hate the dr that is in office on Friday. So I am not looking forward to seeing my little follicles. I AM planning on recording the appointment on my phone so I can email my dr exactly what she says to double check…because I don’t trust this doctor as far as I can throw her.
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